five years ago
five years ago we said good-bye to my grandfather. he died after a very short bout of cancer. i'm still bitter. i'll probably always be bitter. i know you are suppose to try and let things go. but this is just one of those things i'll never forgive. i resent that my kids will never know him. i always figured he would just be there to watch the kids grow up. however; i will try and move on. i know he is probably not pleased that i'm still angry. but i am. so, gramp, sorry but i just can't help it. i really miss you.

